Irritable.

You guys...it’s almost Friday. Thank. The. Good. Lord. I have been looking forward to weekends more than usual lately. I think it’s because I know it will be awhile before my next day off. During the holidays, you have several off days to look forward to and then I had Paris...but now...I think the next holiday is Memorial day and that’s over a month away. So, I value the weekends...a LOT. I have a pretty busy Saturday...I’ll tell you more about it tomorrow but Sunday should be pretty relaxed...it should be a pretty nice weekend...it will be even nicer if I have a good weigh in. I’m kind of anxious about it honestly. We will see how it goes.

I hope all of you have turned in your taxes and I hope it wasn’t bad for you. I still get money back because I don’t make a lot or own anything so I filed my taxes before most of you even opened your W-2’s. Mine were done in February so I’m all good there. I wish I could file again to be honest...it was nice.

Do you ever want to just look someone in the face and go, “Please, just shut up and get a grip on your life?” I do. I never knew that becoming an adult would not spare me from the petty, ridiculous drama that I was surrounded by in high school. Grown adults can and often do act like complete morons. I just want to shake some people and be like, “What on EARTH makes you think that your problems are more important than anyone else’s?” Boo. I mean I realize that I pout and whine a lot but I do make an effort not to make every tiny annoyance in my life equivalent to slavery or the holocaust...I’m serious...I know people that literally think they have it worse than anyone on the planet. It’s kind of like the blog I wrote where people always respond, “Welcome to my world.” If you want to win in a “I have it worse” contest, that’s fine but I don’t want to hear about it. What’s funny is...typically...when people have that many problems that they blame on others...the common denominator is always them. How about you look at yourself for once? Perhaps you are the one that needs to be readjusted. I don’t know...I swear...people are so stupid and selfish and don’t have a grip on their own life but they have an opinion on how you should live yours.

Wow...honestly...I didn’t really expect that rant. It came out of nowhere. Actually, I know exactly where it came from. I have a couple people in my life that are what I like to call “toxic.” Normally, I remove these people but in some situations...you really can’t help it. The moral of the story is...if you are stuck with a friend, relative or coworker that is toxic and you can’t get out of it...well...I don’t know what to do about it. If you find the answer, would you mind sharing it with me? I tend to smart off at the mouth when I’m irritated or I get mean out of nowhere and honestly...who does that benefit? If you still have to deal with it or it makes the situation even worse...you are back at square 1.

Even though I got nothing solved and managed to rant aimlessly this whole time...I feel better...lol...I’m sorry if you don’t.

This is still sort of a fresh topic to me at this point...so I don’t have much else to say. I SWEAR I will be in a better, more chipper mood tomorrow. Have a good night! It’s trivia night!

“Don't call it a comeback
I been here for years
Rockin my peers and puttin suckas in fear
Makin the tears rain down like a MON-soon
Listen to the bass go BOOM
Explosion, overpowerin
Over the competition, I'm towerin
Wreckin shop, when I drop these lyrics that'll make you call the cops
Don't you dare stare, you betta move
Don't ever compare
Me to the rest that'll all get sliced and diced
Competition's payin the price

I'm gonna knock you out (HUUUH!!!)
Mama said knock you out (HUUUH!!!).” Mama Said Knock You Out-LL Cool J